不知今天为什么要写这个上来，我的朋友都知道我喜欢Avril，发一首老歌的现场版上来，《Nobody's home》。歌词如下：

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i couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
she felt it everyday.
and i couldn't help her,
i just watched her make the same mistakes again.

what's wrong, what's wrong now?
too many, too many problems.
don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

she wants to go home, but nobody's home.
it's where she lies, broken inside.
with no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
broken inside.

open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
you've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
be strong, be strong now.
too many, too many problems.
don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

chorus

her feelings she hides.
her dreams she can't find.
she's losing her mind.
she's fallen behind.
she can't find her place.
she's losing her faith.
she's fallen from grace.
she's all over the place.
yeah,oh

chorus

she's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
she's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

     刚刚到家，马上上网来写这个，本来昨天想写（中）的，结果由于偶染小恙，再加自己真的是太懒了，于是放弃了（中）这个想法。那就今天直接写（下）好了:)

     本不想把这个东西写成年底总结，但是已经俨然一幅总结的样子，总结就总结吧，也算是对自己有个交待了。刚刚和张炜去打了台球，2007年的最后一次台球活动，结局是打成平局，以今天的状态不输已经很不错了，玩的过程中听到旁边的桌个一个哥们说道2008年属鸡的人运气会非常好，听到这个消息突然觉得心里一阵高兴，希望真的是这样。在球厅中看到很多男孩女孩一起出来玩，回家的路上也是看到了很多帮人，都是男男女女的，大部分以学生为主。忽然想到了大学时过新年的情景，回忆起了同学们，回忆起了她还有她。而今天的我自己走在回家的路上，又感到了冬天的一丝寒冷，我的2007就要这样结束了。

     前两天把个人空间的歌又换成了Greenday的《Boulevard of broken dreams》,本来一首呼唤和平的歌又让我当成了伤感的情歌来听，orz自己一下。不过确实还是很好听的一首歌。其实我现在到是能够很坦然的面对自己的独身状态，但是父母已经开始在耳旁不停的唠叨，貌似30这个可怕的数字离我已不是很远，但是我到是对我的30岁充满了一些期待，还有3年，我想看看那时的我又会是怎样的情况呢。今年放弃了一份其实早该放弃的感情，我开篇的那个第三个失败彻底成为现实。貌似加上今年的跳槽事件，我被迫放弃了很多呀，同时我发现我自己的毛病还是改不了，拿的起放不下，真的要好好反省了。

     新年的钟声就要敲响了，08年要有很多变化，马上要离开天津回到北京开始新一年的工作，马上要从马甸搬到安贞，公司好像也要搬家了，环境要变了，心态也要变了，也许不变的是还要一个人继续走下去，但是我要坚定的走下去。一句俗话，未来是把握在自己手里的。

     附上《Boulevard of broken dreams》的歌词：

     I walk a lonely road
     the only one that i have ever known
     don't know were it goes
     but it's home to me and i walk alone
     I walk this empty street
     on the boulevard of broken dreams 

     were the city sleeps
     and i'm the only one and i walk alone
     I walk alone i walk alone
     I walk alone and i walk a-
     my shadows the only one that walks beside me
     my shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
     sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
     'till then i'll walk alone
     ah..ah..
     I'm walking down the line
     that divides me somewhere in my mind
     on the border line of the edge
     and where i walk alone
     read between the lines
     what's fucked up and everything's alright
     check my vital signs to know i'm still alive
     and i walk alone
     I walk alone i walk alone
     I walk alone and i walk a-
     my shadows the only one that walks beside me
     my shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
     sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
     'till then i'll walk alone
     ah..ah..
     I walk alone and i walk a-
     I walk this empty street
     on the boulevard of broken dreams

     were the city sleeps
     and i'm the only one and i walk a-
     my shadows the only one that walks beside me
     my shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
     sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
     'till then i'll walk alone

     最后新年已经来了，免不了再俗套下祝大家新年快乐。也祝自己新年快乐。祝奥运成功（当然奥运能放假是最好的），祝世界和平。同时给自己定了一个目标，看看最后能不能实现:)认真一点，祝父母身体健康。

     BTW：终于看了传说中的《诛仙》，Excellent！